Season 4 Teaser

they bark. warf warf warf.

they chew. omnomnomnom.

they walk in pack.

Beware!
For they can come and rip your dignity apart.

Season 4

Lebih sentap dan menusuk daripada biasa.

Internal, tapi sangat generalisable.

:)

Season 3 Episode 16 : Housemate

best.housemates.ever.

Season 3 Episode 15 : To It

October 2011

Class almost ceases. More free time, but never enough. Every revision is like a new thing.
"WT* is this?"

Almost gave up.
Hair was falling.
Late nights were frequent.

9GAG.com discovered.

Soul was taken.

Sis got engaged
The first of all in the family.

November 2011

SACE.
7.00 a.m. papers.
Snickers bars and milk for breakfast.
The mathematical studies deception.


Cold exam hall.

Post-exam activities.
AUSMAT Grand Dinner.
Cool outfit.
Got myself my first contact lenses.
Camwhore-ing here and there.



Got home.
Bored, no geng around.
Late night stay-ups.
Self-discovering.

and many more holiday-related paraphernalia.




December 2011

Counting days.
Overthinking of what-ifs
Denials and distractions.
Insomniac and feeling-less.
Mood swing.

Results day.
Alhamdulillah.
Passed the requirement.
Way better than expectation.
Thank you to all lecturers.
Updated FB status, texted some friends
Went back to sleep.

Of congratulating
and comforting.


Found out my scoliosis.
Mild, not threatening.

January 2012

New year. Heh.
Confirmed placement at University of Otago
Went to Selset Subang for the first time.

Document this, document that.
Contacted seniors.
Angan-angan.

Sister got married.
New family member.
Congratulations,
Muni & Luqman.
Now give me a nephew.

Called for pre-departure briefing by JPA.
Bought a navy blue suit.
Got allowances and flight dates.
Visa approved.

***

Now I can finally answer your question,

It is confirmed

13 February 2012
MH131 KUL-AKL
ETD 2150, KLIA.

Jika ini jalanku, permudahkanlah segala urusanku ya Allah.

Season 3 Ep. 14: The Final Wave

Assalamualaikum wbt. and greetings.

It's been ages since the last update. Sorry for that. To my close friends and Ausmat students, you'll probably understand this, so I'm just going to cut the chase.

Trials exam was done and results came in. It was opposite to my expectation where the paper I thought to flunk turn the other way, and vice versa. It's probably another lesson to be learned the hard way... And there was also a "graduation" ceremony.

YAY I'm now proud to say I had completed AUSMAT!

It has been a pretty tough year but I'm proud to say that I've learnt things out of the book.

I learnt how to respect people,

to appreciate friendship,

to calmly handle challenges,

to think maturely,

to be critical,

to be accepting myself,

to not compare to other people,

to savour every moment of life,

and most importantly, closer to Allah SWT.

Every time I felt helpless and tired of worldly rat-race,

there is always Him whom I can turn to.

His words are the best remedy for our stress. Like the ones below:

"Oleh itu, maka (tetapkanlah kepercayaanmu) bahawa sesungguhnya tiap-tiap kesukaran disertai kemudahan, (Sekali lagi ditegaskan): Bahawa sesungguhnya tiap-tiap kesukaran disertai kemudahan. Kemudian apabila engkau telah selesai (daripada sesuatu amal soleh), maka bersungguh-sungguhlah engkau berusaha (mengerjakan amal soleh yang lain), Dan kepada Tuhanmu sahaja hendaklah engkau memohon (apa yang engkau gemar dan ingini)." [94: 5-8]

“……dan janganlah kamu berputus asa dari rahmat serta pertolongan Allah. Sesungguhnya tidak berputus asa dari rahmat dan pertolongan Allah itu melainkan kaum yang kafir” – Surah Yusuf Ayat 87

p/s: doakan kejayaan kami untuk SACE 2011 yang akan bermula pada 1 November

Season 3 Ep. 13 : Never Rest Week

29 April, IELTS speaking test 8.35 a.m.

30 April, IELTS Written Test 8.00 a.m.

3 May, University of Auckland Writing Test, 4 p.m.

9 - 12 May, Mid Year Exam

12 May, Biology paper and University of Auckland interview

23 - 27 May, Biro Tatanegara

13 May - 20 June, semester break filled with biology human awareness essay, chemistry social relevance task, physics practical design, esls final report, esls text production assignment.

=.=

wish me greatness.

Season 3 Ep. 12 : STFU and move on

It's the first day of lecture class.

I was supposed to be enthusiastic for this day,

ironically, today had just put me a bit down...



End of Semester 1 Exam results are bad.



...

I have made few mistakes,
so that I could learn from them.

Hopefully I won't repeat it again.
Jia you!!!

Season 3 Ep. 11 : 2011 M, Sem 2

2011 started few days ago,
Sem 2 is going to start too...
And few things too...

the blur-ness...

...the hard study...

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Cool babe.

Season 3 Ep.10 : Which one?

Which one between these two do you think is more appropriate and practical action in moving on from somebody?



Talk like usual (be neutral)

OR

Less and less contact (or no contact at all)











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Season 3 Ep.9 : If Forgetting Is That Easy

I have been watching some comedy romantic movies lately.
So last two nights, it was Flipped(2010) and last night; The Notebook(2004).
[thanks for suggesting these movies >.<]

So for tonight, it's "Eternal Sunshine of The Spotless Mind".
It's a story between nice Joel(Jim Carrey) and impulsive Clementine(Kate Winslet). So one day Clementine had a fight with Joel and she ended up having Joel erased from her mind. How?


So here's the deal; first of all, collect all those things related to your memories. next, bring them to the clinic which has the service of erasing your memory. They will map your brain which holds the memory with the person. When you want to sleep, take a pill prescribed to you. Later when u fall into deep sleep, their technicians will break into your home, set up some gadget-ty devices to your head and start deleting your memories. Simple isn't it?


Nevertheless, I am not to narrate the whole story or write a review here.
Watch it yourself or use Wikipedia.


The idea of erasing memories actually amuses me.
If the thing is really exist, I think I would go for that.
My friends would surely do that. :P


But to think again, if forgetting is that easy,
there will always be same easy chance of falling in love again,
and easy chance of being torn, hurt again.


Camne tu?




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Season 3 Ep.8 : Note to Self and You

Please... please... please...

THINK
before you say or type something.

Some people are not ready to listen and digest the fact just yet.

Season 3 Ep. 7 : Rezeki jangan dipersoal

kau ada kereta, aku cuma naik basikal karat
kau ada awek cun, aku skandal pun tak ada
kau score A* selalu, aku cuma harap lulus
kau rambut cantik, aku skin
kau peramah, aku pemalu
kau pakai laptop canggih, branded, aku pegi library je
kau handphone touch screen, aku cuma press keypad
kau body cantik, aku ni sebungkus tulang/segelen lemak
kau ramai friends kat FB, aku ni family ngan schoolmates je
kau pakai baju cantik, aku taram je mana ada
kau tiaptiap minggu balun kfc/mcd, aku mcEndon jadi pilihan

dan banyak lagi

walau banyak kelemahan,
kecacatan aku
walau banyak kelebihan,
keistimewaan kau

asalkan
aku syukur, kau syukur.
kita sama saja akhirnya.

>.<







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Season 3 Ep.6 : Terus Mara!!!

FINAL...
I'M COMING FOR YOU!!!




but ... before that ...

cane ni? :|

Season 3 Ep. 5 : Nocturnal

It's Wednesday,

and never a six-hour sleep...

or maybe a five,

or a four...

*sigh*

xpe.. dua minggu je lagi nak exam...

Season 3 Ep. 4 : Kosong

Have u ever felt,
one morning, when you wake up,
so lonely?

I did.

One day, all of us are going to part.
We know it already.
But we live in denial.
We lie to ourselves that they are always going to be there for us.
We could never prepare for, or even think about it.

But then, it just happened.
The night before, it was just as festive as if there was no tomorrow.
But the next morning, there's only silence.
They left you
or you left them.

When we are far apart, only then we can know the value of our friendship.
I'm sorry for all the mistakes I'd done.

Oh, how I miss our old days.
When everybody was so genuine and REAL.
When everybody was supporting each other.
When everybody laughed and sobbed together.

I miss you, friends...

Season 3 Ep.3 : Bersama Semula

Terkenang, Terbayang,
Tak dapat aku lupakan,
tapi sayang semuanya tinggal kenangan.

teman ku, kasihku,
ku ingin seperti dulu,
bersama menjelajah dunia.

kekuatan, kebanggaan,
bebas dan terus berjalan,
kenangan tak mungkin aku lupakan.

aku harap teman semua
dapat bersama semula
perjuangan kita masih belum pudah

c/o:
kemananya
teman setia
perjuangan…
ku ingin kau semua…
bersama semula…

(ulang c/o)

tahniah kepada kawan2 yang dah nak fly ke Egypt, Jordan, Russia lepas raya ni...

bilakah agaknya kita dapat bersama semula? T.T

Season 3 Ep.2 : Masih Hidup

Saja nak bagitau korang.

AKU. HIDUP. LAGI.

P/s: sori tak sempat nak update.
busy sangat. sangat2.
sori kak miza, tak sempat nak reply tag...

Season 3 Ep.1 : Kemaskini

Seperti kalian sedia maklum, 4 Julai lepas aku telah pun mendaftar di Kolej Cendana Seksyen 6. Seperti biasa, semua pelajar akan melalui minggu penyesuaian atau orientasi atau kalibrasi atau di sini, digelar MINGGU MESRA SISWA [MMS]
Rasanya sama saja dengan orientasi-orientasi di universiti lain. Pasti memenatkan tapi berguna di masa depan kelak.

Mungkin sebab benda ni pun dah lapuk, dan orang pun dah jemu nak baca pasal ni.

Tapi terdapat satu isu yang diketengahkan ketika berlangsungnya MMS.
Khusus untuk para blogger.

Pernah terjadi satu kes, terdapat seorang pelajar INTEC telah memburuk-burukkan staf INTEC di dalam blognya. Perkara ini walaubagaimanapun telah dapat diketahui oleh pentadbir INTEC. Akhirnya, pelajar tersebut telah digantung dan ditarik balik penajaannya.

Brutal pula dengar. Tapi memang benar. Even a simple mistake could lead to another bigger mistake. Biasalah insani normal kan, tak terlepas dari melakukan kesalahan. Kadang-kadang kita diberi peluang membetulkan kesalahan, dan kadang-kadang tiada peluang diberi untuk membersihkan kesilapan.

Jadi, intisarinya kita perlu berhati-hati dengan apa yang kita keluarkan dari mulut, jari dan segala macam lagi saluran dari jasad kita. Sometime, they just slip out of our fingers, us blogger. Jadi lepas ni, tak payahlah nak lepaskan semua yang terbuku dalam hati dalam entri blog. Ada benda boleh dikongsi, ada yang tidak.

Itu sajalah yang nak dipesan buat rakan-rakan blogger... Jangan sekali-kali mengkritik penaja anda, tempat anda belajar khususnya sebab mereka mungkin tak dapat menerima kritikan anda tu.

"Eh, tu hak bersuara saya la... Ape saye cakap benda betul ape"

Memanglah kita berhak bersuara, tapi biar pada saluran yang betul. Biar jadi gentleman, beradab. Apa barang komplen di blog... kan kan kan? :)

Season 2 FINALE : Tanggal Percutian Berakhir

countdown pada pukul 1.35 a.m. 3 Julai 2010.

3 Julai bakal menyaksikan bertolaknya aku bersama keluarga ke Shah Alam.

"Barang semua dah ada ke? Beg dah cuci? Borang-borang dah lengkap?"

Ayat tipikal bagi mereka yang prihatin pada diriku. Terima kasih banyak-banyak.
Dari segi luaran, Alhamdulillah... 90% sudah siap.

Tapi dalaman macam mana? Terus terang mengatakan tiada terbuka lagi hati ini bagi menyambung pelajaran. Kadang-kadang rasa cemburu juga melihat kawan-kawan seangkatan dah mulakan kehidupan dunia baru di kolej. Nampak busy saja mereka itu. Padahal, baru awal pengajian.

Berbalik pada soal hati dan perasaan, saya lebih berkenan pada anak dara pakcik Fa... eh, ke situ pula. Tak.. sebenarnya saya sekarang ni diselubungi kepulan-kepulan asap dan aroma berunsur kemalasan. Bayangkanlah, hendak bangun ambil minuman pun sudah tak larat. Ditambah lagi dengan oksida-oksida karat di otak. Terlalu kuat gegaran yang diperlukan bagi menggugurkan selaput di otak nan merah jambu itu.

Banyak persoalan muncul di benak.

Bolehkah aku tamatkan pengajian AUSMAT ni dengan jayanya?

Apakah kehidupan di kotaraya metropolitan itu akan menggugat tumpuanku?

Bagaimanakah dengan orang di sekelilingku?

Adakah aku mampu menjadi ikan seperti di lautan yang isinya tak rasa masin walaupun terendam 24/7 dalam air garam berkonsentrasi tinggi?

Bagi mendapatkan motivasi, aku singkapkan semula nostalgia 2 tahun sudah. Ya, kemasukan aku ke sebuah sekolah berasrama penuh di bandaraya klasik Kangar. Persoalan sama juga muncul. Persekitaran menjadi serba baru. Macam-macam di fikiran. Eee, dah lah sekolah tak femes. Tambah-tambah lagi pada masa itu baru saja meningkat keremajaan. Akhirnya risiko diambil.

Akhirnya, alhamdulillah, aku berjaya melepasi waktu yang sukar itu. Memanglah tak berapa sempurna sangat sepanjang berada di sana, tapi biasalah; ada turun, ada naiknya. Yang penting ialah cara menghadapi dan menyelesaikan masalah itu.

Dan aku percaya, di tahap ini juga perkara yang sama akan berulang. Cuma lebih sukar dan semakin sukar. Peluang tiada banyaknya. Manfaatkan selama mana boleh. Dulu peluang selalu saja datang ketuk pintu. Sekarang tak dah.

Dengan pendirian baru saya ini, saya akan membenarkan kawan-kawan saya di INTEC untuk menegur saya secara langsung atau call mak/abah saya di rumah apabila melihat saya malas belajar atau menangguh kerja. Ini serius.

Tapi apa yang penting, walau di mana-mana sekali pun, positiviti itu penting. Memanglah nampak terlalu idealistik, tetapi itulah yang mendorong seseorang itu mencapai matlamat hidup.

Baiklah, sampai di sini saja penutup bagi musim penantian ini. Nantikan season seterusnya berkisarkan kehidupan saya di INTEC dan cita-cita murni. Pastinya lebih gagah, matang, penuh onak berduri dan lebih umpph!

OK lah, saya mahu sambung perkemasan bagasi. Assalamualaikum~


Tanggal baju dan seluar,
Wawa nampak mata jadi celik,
Esok awal pagi dah kena keluar,
Moga selamat pergi dan balik.

Season 2 FINALE Part 1 : Jet Plane

All my bags are packed I'm ready to go
I'm standin' here outside your door
I hate to wake you up to say goodbye
But the dawn is breakin' it's early morn
The taxi's waitin' he's blowin' his horn
Already I'm so lonesome I could die

So kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that you'll wait for me
Hold me like you'll never let me go
Cause I'm leavin' on a jet plane
Don't know when I'll be back again
Oh babe, I hate to go

There's so many times I've let you down
So many times I've played around
I tell you now, they don't mean a thing
Every place I go, I'll think of you
Every song I sing, I'll sing for you
When I come back, I'll bring your wedding ring

So kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that you'll wait for me
Hold me like you'll never let me go
Cause I'm leavin' on a jet plane
Don't know when I'll be back again
Oh babe, I hate to go

Now the time has come to leave you
One more time let me kiss you
Close your eyes I'll be on my way
Dream about the days to come
When I won't have to leave alone
About the times, I won't have to say

So kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that you'll wait for me
Hold me like you'll never let me go
Cause I'm leavin' on a jet plane
Don't know when I'll be back again
Oh babe, I hate to go

Cause I'm leavin' on a jet plane
Don't know when I'll be back again
Oh babe, I hate to go


Mode: Packing.

Season 2 Ep. 12 : Again

Now, it's Khalid Hosseini again...
:)

ish, sempat ke nanti2 nak baca ni?