wasn't meant for me

29th April 2009 wasn't a day for people like me... is it?

for 10 years, consecutively, speech day was the only day that i think was meant for me. why? because i have nothing, nothing but a quite-good result. that's it. the reasons why i want to get good result is just to be up on stage, receive applauses and get a prize or an award. these are the things that make me happy. i do have some cocurricular things but are not something worth to be bragged about. i have to admit that compliments are what make me. i like appreciation. who doesn't? 

but this year, i didn't feel what i have to feel like every past years. upon looking the award receipients list, i could sense something is not right. me, myself could feel that i was not qualified for that. i know i will be facing with unpleasant thing after this. 

in short, i didn't like that day so much this year. expressions on the face might not show anything, but intuition insisted that you're not that great. Whatever. I really wanted it and now I got it. so, what is left to be said? Gratefulness is necessary. Ya Allah, kuatkanlah iman ku~ amin~

just another post meant to be ignored~

so it was like pouring water to the yam leaves~ ahaks

now, finally the ASEAN Quiz 2009 is OVER. After two days consecutively answering, swearing... it's finally OVER. duh... haha... so it was all like pouring water to the yam leaves... for most i can say. The asean quiz is divided into three sections, which is objective, true-or-false and essay. i think it's all depends on the essay since it carries 50 marks from it. and i screwed it up.

enough on the quiz. yesterday, i was told that my marks for chemistry was 69. what? omg... but they said there will be addition n bonus marks. ok fine, but 69? omg, i've messed with my exam... it's true. i didn't get to read much before taking the exam. becoz of hksbp. after this, i will not take exam earlier...

and after this, our school will be holding SORU VI Carnival. yeah. meaning more works and less time to study. what is actually SORU? ala. mcm hari kantin la jugak. but it's more to carnival. kire macam hari usahawan + hari kantin la. FYI, SORU = School Open Recreation Union(ntah.. aku pun tak paham pe maksud die).. and for this year, we wouldn't have the Raja Lawak like before, but we will have Battle of The Bands instead. Raja Lawak was ridiculous and serabut. I think it's because it's hard to make people laugh and at the same time, without making yourself look very fool. people will get bored as the jokes/sketches are repeated ones. and the prefects will be handling the SORU.
The SORU VI Committee is headed by Ilman assisted by Nizar. I will be the treasurer and Wan will be the S/U. I will be working with the Sponsor and Publicity Bureau. our job is to collect, find, beg as much $$$ as we can. and i have to record all the incomes and outcomes. but now, we're still clueless about our budget and how much we should spend.

ok, it's time for me to be clueless about what i'm going to type. till then, babai!!